BAM*
and i just dont know what to do. or what to think.
so there [CAK.]
crystal. ashes. katelyn
or the
(religious asian. wild child. blonde)
this year has been so unexpected for us..
ashley's now a mommy with a beautiful baby girl --issabella cachia♥
and so after one of us just hit motherhood. --katelyn vowed to have sex after marriage, we talked bout it a little, but she was always the goodietwoshoes and even before ashes belly i recall her clearly saying that she's going to save herself.
then there was today.. when she asked ashes bout the birthcontrolpills. (ashes always took them just cause she has really insane cramps during her lovely womenly week of the month) so i was like. wait. WHAT!? o_O and she spills. "you know, just in case, i can barely take care of myself, let alone a baby" ok, so looks like she wants to get some. whatever happened to saving herself?
doesnt help that we found a condom in her room either.
w h a t h a s e v e ry t h i n g c o m e t o ?
{dangg-ers.. i even used names on this post.. =O
its ok, they dont read my blog..}
-- ♥ -- ♥ -- ♥ -- ♥ -- ♥ -- ♥ -- ♥ -- ♥ -- ♥ -- ♥ -- ♥ -- ♥ -- ♥ -- ♥ -- ♥ -- ♥
chocolatey goodness; sweeter than sugar. 'more addicting than coffee.
fresh mintyness; your breathe. and how you refresh me.
you've keep me uberly happy since ive been with you,
and you make my heart flutter
-with all the sweet messages you leave me..
i appreciate your presence,
or spirit wandering, or the thought of you always there for me, around with me; is calming and reaffirming.
i actually thinking things over before i just jump right into it, its such a change, i actually try not to hurt myself just cause i know you're going to jump into panic mode when you find out..
unfortunately i feel like im taking advantage of you,
you're doing so much more for me.. and i can barely identify the little things that i do for you..
...
{lack of the ability of writing with the recognition of the stress caused from the above emotions.}
anyway..
--you're so supercalafragalisticexpialidocious!
and nope, i dont know how to spell that long word above, i just simply used my resources ; ) but im learning it now, if that helps : P
-thanksyou-
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--C.
