the feeling in my chest; i just cant explain -
when someone you care for, just causes you pain..
its almost like the more i love thee
the less it takes for you hurt me..
the little things you simply dont want to tell -
i feel. and always will it dwell
in my mind and heart will it remain,
growing with worry and concern; driving me insane.
Feeling like im unworthy to know,
waiting for your reply that seems like ages ago.
perhaps because its in text and i cant tell...
but after reading and reading again, i foretell
thats everything isnt just "fine" but you just wont tell.
what you dont know is that it drives me worried and scared as hell...
i pray that this will stop, habits like this -
because i can not and will not dismiss.
but please, will it dive down to the endless abyss.
as there it will stay as i live here in our sweet kiss.
also where im truely alive am i in your kiss;
praying i dont wake up only finding myself in a reminisce.
through all this, and even a black eye and a war cry.
i can and will never even think of goodbye.
the feeling in my chest; i just cant explain -
when someone you care for, just causes you pain..
Wednesday, March 04, 2009
Monday, March 02, 2009
sweetpeaa
i never thought there would be someone that cared for me this much
that they would go and sacrifice things in their life that they dont need to.
--just trying to make my day a more specialer one..
birthdays were never a big thing in my life,
never was it really celebrated,
never did anyone really try to do anything for it..
accidentally hearing what youre trying to do so much
seeing you breaking your habits in hopes to get it done
your effort
the heart you put into it
is enough.
and is so afriggindorkable of you sweetpeaa!
thankyous for whatever it is you have in mindd..
and.. goodluck? : S
♥ ilalaloveyoubooo : )
that they would go and sacrifice things in their life that they dont need to.
--just trying to make my day a more specialer one..
birthdays were never a big thing in my life,
never was it really celebrated,
never did anyone really try to do anything for it..
accidentally hearing what youre trying to do so much
seeing you breaking your habits in hopes to get it done
your effort
the heart you put into it
is enough.
and is so afriggindorkable of you sweetpeaa!
thankyous for whatever it is you have in mindd..
and.. goodluck? : S
♥ ilalaloveyoubooo : )
Monday, February 23, 2009
sweet six months
{{... august 23rd, 2008 - forever&everbabe... }}
its been six months as just US -
equivalent to half a whole year.
youve taught to me trust
even though there were tears
there were always more smiles to wipe them away
just like a rainbow after the storm
there were yelling and screaming (but mostly from me.. )
we'd get through it all
ending closer from where we started
praying that we'd only grow closer and stronger
when it isnt easy, we'll fight our way through -
nothings easy, but i want to keep this. and you.
happysixmonthsbabe ♥ ily
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PS> [teehee, in the whole poetry mood as im working on my poetryproject, note first and last stanzaaaa~]
its been six months as just US -
equivalent to half a whole year.
youve taught to me trust
even though there were tears
there were always more smiles to wipe them away
just like a rainbow after the storm
there were yelling and screaming (but mostly from me.. )
we'd get through it all
ending closer from where we started
praying that we'd only grow closer and stronger
when it isnt easy, we'll fight our way through -
nothings easy, but i want to keep this. and you.
happysixmonthsbabe ♥ ily
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PS> [teehee, in the whole poetry mood as im working on my poetryproject, note first and last stanzaaaa~]
'got no heart to say it elsewhere.. but really - get a clue.
prying. just prying into everything that you dont know about.
that you dont need to know about.
you dont like it when people go on and on pressuring you to tell them things that you dont want to share.
why do it yourself?
its caused me alone. enough stress.
ive had my share, if not more.
if i feel this way - im sure others would feel alike.
because i refuse to let you prying through my life,
you pry at other sources that might just be involved ? !
why do you want to know? cause i just dont see you caring very much.
i dont want to be involved in thegossip what you spread.
dont tell me that youd keep it to yourself when i happen to tell you so.
cause i havent seen you do it.
if you havent got a clue.
heres one. : stop trying to find out things in my life that you feel would be a juicy story.
and you. im not scared of you. dont try to blackmail me with it either.
im sick of it. and you.
i just simply dont quite trust you.
oddly with that docking close at bay. i still seem to care for you. story of a stupid retard.
that you dont need to know about.
you dont like it when people go on and on pressuring you to tell them things that you dont want to share.
why do it yourself?
its caused me alone. enough stress.
ive had my share, if not more.
if i feel this way - im sure others would feel alike.
because i refuse to let you prying through my life,
you pry at other sources that might just be involved ? !
why do you want to know? cause i just dont see you caring very much.
i dont want to be involved in the
dont tell me that youd keep it to yourself when i happen to tell you so.
cause i havent seen you do it.
if you havent got a clue.
heres one. : stop trying to find out things in my life that you feel would be a juicy story.
and you. im not scared of you. dont try to blackmail me with it either.
im sick of it. and you.
i just simply dont quite trust you.
Thursday, February 12, 2009
prayers are miracles & miracles come from prayer
i prayed for you continuously. passionately and kinda disparately..
that you'd grow in faith,
that God would reach to you,
even when parents restrict.
He works in mysterious ways that no one can stop.
using His children, or doing it himself.
i believe prayers were powerful, He does listen.
--and this goes to show!
i even prayed for your meals that youd eat, that it'd bless your body.. and i hope that it did and does.. and that youd be safe, always : )
note to you: i love it when you pray, even when you think youre not good, im so proud of you, makes me so happy.. [two.in.a.rowww]
dear heavenly father. i just thankyou for these huge miracles youve done in his life recently and i know you've got more to come.. work in him Lord, i know he has much to show and learn on his journey with You. help him grow to you more and more.. now id just like to request that you'd free our schedules a little bit so we can spend a little bit more time in each others presence... i know itd mean a whole lot to the both of us...
amen.
that you'd grow in faith,
that God would reach to you,
even when parents restrict.
He works in mysterious ways that no one can stop.
using His children, or doing it himself.
i believe prayers were powerful, He does listen.
--and this goes to show!
i even prayed for your meals that youd eat, that it'd bless your body.. and i hope that it did and does.. and that youd be safe, always : )
note to you: i love it when you pray, even when you think youre not good, im so proud of you, makes me so happy.. [two.in.a.rowww]
dear heavenly father. i just thankyou for these huge miracles youve done in his life recently and i know you've got more to come.. work in him Lord, i know he has much to show and learn on his journey with You. help him grow to you more and more.. now id just like to request that you'd free our schedules a little bit so we can spend a little bit more time in each others presence... i know itd mean a whole lot to the both of us...
amen.
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