rain rain

rain. rain.
oh please dont go away..
stay awhile and join me
you match my mood of shades of grey,
with drips and drops like tears falling from the sky

is there something wrong?
the point of execution cannot be identified
but offered an unhelpful fray of subjects to yet to be denied

shower me with your wet tears of gloom

yet another moment

tears fill the lip of my eyes
like tsunamis rushing over the coastlines
eyes wide open,
holding back that flush of tears
how much longer can you hold--

wish i knew what to say to when things get quiet
rather than only adding to the silence
with a silent scream i shout
the thoughts and emotions
that comes with no words to express

what can i do. what can i say.
to fix what i already did.
to fix what i already said.
how thoughtless i am,
no thought put to how you would respond.
until when you do respond.
is when i start to regret.

i cant hold these waves 'longer
in a blink they rush in
destroying all thats within reach.

im ready for the rainbow - and its given

clouds grow grey and heavy
as it slowly drift across the skies above me
letting tears fall to the earth around me
restricting the sun's warming bright rays to pass; to shine on me

soon those clouds will lighten
to fluffy clouds
to higher skies they'll float

i can now see God's promise;
a rainbow hung in the sky,
promising me sun shine after the storm;
happiness will follow the sad
the sun's warming comforting rays shine on me
spring to life with colours around me
God's watching above me

white-out

theres white-out on my heart
cant possibly be a good thing
youve ignored the things youve graved 'nto my heart;
youve whited them out.
promises scrawled in with ink
arent permanent.
as theres white-out upon my heart.

wish upon a star or love

wish i had the answers to your questions that you ask in your mind and heart
but i dont seem to have a clue what to say anymore -
what i use to say, only use to work.
you depend on me alone to change your life for the better,
but there's nothing i accomplished to show any better..

i wish i was stronger to hold you up when you fall
yet only do i stumble after you - falling harder than your own fall.
where i am, on the floor, i spot a dark cave to the side,
and with failure written covering my face,
the temptation to crawl over grows to large proportions that are hard to deny.

the question rings in my mind like a deafening bell.
if im the right one for you if i cant succeed in what i thought was only the basis..