its bothering me that we, me at least, cant stop thinking of the situation every slight thing that can possibly relate to the people involved. i dont like that we arent comfortable with each other anymore. i dont like how we cant talk to each other without feeling awkward. or only one word responses. everything seems to be bluer than it actually is. this is all im thinking of. it hurts more than it should b e c a u s e it has something to do with you.. i've known you forever. i trusted you, and thats why it hurts just that much more.
it feels like you're being a hypocrite. or you just dont care about my feelings.
i wouldnt of done the things you did, just because i wouldnt even spare that little bit of chance that it would hurt you.
i want to spend time with you. but every time we do. either me or you will get into a bad mood. its mostly me tho...
i dont know what to do. but to say that i know you're further than me, you've got a better chance. and because of that it feels like you arent caring about how you're hurting me on the way.
i just wish we can go back to how it was, and i wish that you would spare me.
Sunday, August 19, 2007
Wednesday, August 01, 2007
show me
actions are stronger then words.
and its true
dont tell me that you love you if you dont even say hi to me when i arrive but you say hi to everyone else
i'd rather you never say that you love me, or you're my friend.
i'll understand once you show me.
--to who i think are my sisters and bestfriends. {TG}
and its true
dont tell me that you love you if you dont even say hi to me when i arrive but you say hi to everyone else
i'd rather you never say that you love me, or you're my friend.
i'll understand once you show me.
--to who i think are my sisters and bestfriends. {TG}
Sunday, July 29, 2007
timmy girls
arent being the sisters/best friends that they're suppose to be.
thanks for the looks guys.
or thanks for just plain ignoring me.
thanks for the looks guys.
or thanks for just plain ignoring me.
Sunday, July 01, 2007
give it a think && appreicate everyone
alfred. died on his 18th birthday. run over by a car backing out in a parking lot
i dont know this guy. and neither did my friend that told me about it. this guy was only friend of a few friends.. though neither me nor the one that told me actually know him, it still touched us and made us unhappy and at least changed the mood that day.
i found out when she was talking on the phone with me.. and asked me what i would do to tell her friend that doesnt know about this tragedy yet. i tried so hard to comfort her and give her some type of advice.. but i was blank.. all i had was.. pray. and GOD can help you and your friend.
while all this, i was also trying to reply posts on the very popular facebook. and on the left of the post box, there was this really popular appliciation -- the "Top Friends" application. it really got me thinking. that application's main function is to prove that you favor certain people, and who they are. and i thought.. i really dont think that a list like that could possibly hold all the people that have made a positive influence in one's life.. its one way to exclude..
then i thought back to my conversation.
i think that it would break down my world so much if any of my friends, even people who would be on my "Top Friends" list, just left me one day. doesnt matter how close we were. they made a difference in my life for the better.
and this qoute came to my mind: "people walk in and out of your life.. but friends leave footprints in your heart" i'm sure you've heard of it.. but just think it through again..
RIP ALFRED
i dont know this guy. and neither did my friend that told me about it. this guy was only friend of a few friends.. though neither me nor the one that told me actually know him, it still touched us and made us unhappy and at least changed the mood that day.
i found out when she was talking on the phone with me.. and asked me what i would do to tell her friend that doesnt know about this tragedy yet. i tried so hard to comfort her and give her some type of advice.. but i was blank.. all i had was.. pray. and GOD can help you and your friend.
while all this, i was also trying to reply posts on the very popular facebook. and on the left of the post box, there was this really popular appliciation -- the "Top Friends" application. it really got me thinking. that application's main function is to prove that you favor certain people, and who they are. and i thought.. i really dont think that a list like that could possibly hold all the people that have made a positive influence in one's life.. its one way to exclude..
then i thought back to my conversation.
i think that it would break down my world so much if any of my friends, even people who would be on my "Top Friends" list, just left me one day. doesnt matter how close we were. they made a difference in my life for the better.
and this qoute came to my mind: "people walk in and out of your life.. but friends leave footprints in your heart" i'm sure you've heard of it.. but just think it through again..
RIP ALFRED
Sunday, June 10, 2007
2nd softball practice
sunday.june10.o7 was my second one.. ^^
the few of us (omega order xD) crystal, cavina, ankie, agnes went in wesssW's car.. and we went through mcdilly's drive thru.. mcflurries! + root beer.. mmmmmmm
when we got there, there were barely anyone their.. but then we all got "VP" time.. batting practice... i think... = / everyone got to practice batting! =DD i learned how to batt! yes.. very happy with myself.. tho im not good .. but i know what ur basically suppose to do.. ^^
&& guess what??? --NO INJURIES!
anyway.. later we split into twoo practice groups... around eiiight people each.. but omegaa's side sorta deteriorated if you ask me.. but at the end it was pretty okies.. later nelson drove us (same list) home.. yes.. ROAD TRIP TO BOONIE LAND! i think we scared my neighbors the amount we were yelling.. ==" but its all ok! xD but before road trip.. we had another trip to mcdillies.. for 2 chicken wraps + med fries, and twoo mcchicken combos.. why i remember the order i'll never know... o_O.. but yes.. we chugged the iced tea and got a refill! xD too azn.. and yes.. then off the boonie land! .. .. the end. =)
the few of us (omega order xD) crystal, cavina, ankie, agnes went in wesssW's car.. and we went through mcdilly's drive thru.. mcflurries! + root beer.. mmmmmmm
when we got there, there were barely anyone their.. but then we all got "VP" time.. batting practice... i think... = / everyone got to practice batting! =DD i learned how to batt! yes.. very happy with myself.. tho im not good .. but i know what ur basically suppose to do.. ^^
&& guess what??? --NO INJURIES!
anyway.. later we split into twoo practice groups... around eiiight people each.. but omegaa's side sorta deteriorated if you ask me.. but at the end it was pretty okies.. later nelson drove us (same list) home.. yes.. ROAD TRIP TO BOONIE LAND! i think we scared my neighbors the amount we were yelling.. ==" but its all ok! xD but before road trip.. we had another trip to mcdillies.. for 2 chicken wraps + med fries, and twoo mcchicken combos.. why i remember the order i'll never know... o_O.. but yes.. we chugged the iced tea and got a refill! xD too azn.. and yes.. then off the boonie land! .. .. the end. =)
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