Monday, June 22, 2009

[1Cor13:7-8]

love bears all things,
endures all things,
love never ends.
[1Cor13:7-8]





i need someone to love me when i deserve it the least.

Thursday, June 18, 2009

hear me.

words i say ring no echo
the motion of these lips
create nothing worth the attention of the ears
nothing i say means enough
for you to bring back to your heart
but just tossed out over the shoulder
like the junk mail in your mailbox.

crying out for someone to hear me
so perhaps i would feel less lonely
in hopes that id be told and shown
that im worth just a little something.

the day still awaits.

Monday, June 15, 2009

watching

whoever knew that time could be this painful. this hard to bear.

ive been
watching the time, until you get home. its getting late.
watching outside, for the weather youre in. is it getting cold?
watching this conversation, that youve walked away from. and i miss you.

this feeling in my chest. wont go away. not knowing if youre ok.
please come home. and make things right again.
i cant make it without you.

i see the evening rays of golden shades of orange.
wherever you are. im sure youre watching it too
the sight of this majestic scene
breaks my heart watching this as we're apart
you wont be home soon, i know youd stay til the show ends.

until then ill wait. .....................................................watching.

whereareyou

if screaming your name as loud as i can
you'd appear.

id do it.

i dont see you.

please come home

even if i were to travel the seven seas,
i would still fail to find someone sweeter than you.

my heart trembles every moment it cant feel yours.
the sun doesnt seem to shine as bright.

wish i could take back the things ive said
acting on my emotions never seems to take me far --
in the r i g h t d i r e c t i o n .

at the end of the day.
nothing changes about how i feel bout you.
i still love you the same.

when you going to go home babe?
i m i s s y o u .