You my Lord, is the answer to everything.

Lord heavenly father,

i lift my auntie up to you Lord, shes been suffering from cancer for far too long. it spread all over her body, disintegrating her slowly and painfully. the medicines and fear transformed her; her whole personality has been replaced with negativity, and skepticism. medicines have failed to heal her physically and family and friends have failed to bring her any comfort. Lord, im coming to you, to help her open her heart and speak to her. you know the key to her heart Lord, and i pray that you would soften her, yet give her courage and strength against her disease, Lord, help her understand that faith in You, can overcome anything that the world throws. Lord, please help all the people around her, shine your light of understanding and wisdom.

i also pray for my cousins, and their parent's relationship Lord. Their broken each in their own way and angry at each other. and their children are suffering silently as their not considered in their actions. Lord, i pray for protection for them, and older people for them talk to for comfort and wisdom. i pray for their parents, that they would come to you for peace in their hearts and mind, patience with each other and wisdom to solve their problems.

Lord i pray for my boyfriend, doctor's say that his heart is unhealthy. I pray that he learns to make daily adjustments to his lifestyle to help his heart.. Lord, thank you for working so much in him, it brings me so much joy to see him read the Bible - growing in You. i pray for strength for me to help him, to be there for him, be strong for him when he needs me.

i pray for my family, for us to have patience with each other, learn from each other and look to You for solutions and peace when things arent always right. Thank you for bringing us back together, even when we were all so broken. Only with your power Lord. Only with your power, anything you wish will be. You my Lord, is the answer to everything.

Amen.

Evil.. the absense of God's presence in the hearts of man.

This is just something i found while surfing the net, its a m a z i n g.
i mean, einstein's academic achievements, didnt wow me, just cause im not really academic.
but this sure did.

The professor of a university challenged his students with this question. "Did God create everything that exists?" A student answered bravely, "Yes, he did".

The professor then asked, "If God created everything, then he created evil. Since evil exists (as noticed by our own actions), so God is evil. The student couldn't respond to that statement causing the professor to conclude that he had "proved" that "belief in God" was a fairy tale, and therefore worthless.

Another student raised his hand and asked the professor, "May I pose a question? " "Of course" answered the professor.

The young student stood up and asked : "Professor does Cold exists?"

The professor answered, "What kind of question is that? ...Of course the cold exists... haven't you ever been cold?"

The young student answered, "In fact sir, Cold does not exist. According to the laws of Physics, what we consider cold, in fact is the absence of heat. Anything is able to be studied as long as it transmits energy (heat). Absolute Zero is the total absence of heat, but cold does not exist. What we have done is create a term to describe how we feel if we don't have body heat or we are not hot."

"And, does Dark exist?", he continued. The professor answered "Of course". This time the student responded, "Again you're wrong, Sir. Darkness does not exist either. Darkness is in fact simply the absence of light. Light can be studied, darkness can not. Darkness cannot be broken down. A simple ray of light tears the darkness and illuminates the surface where the light beam finishes. Dark is a term that we humans have created to describe what happens when there's lack of light."

Finally, the student asked the professor, "Sir, does evil exist?" The professor replied, "Of course it exists, as I mentioned at the beginning, we see violations, crimes and violence anywhere in the world, and those things are evil."

The student responded, "Sir, Evil does not exist. Just as in the previous cases, Evil is a term which man has created to describe the result of the absence of God's presence in the hearts of man."

After this, the professor bowed down his head, and didn't answer back.

The young man's name was ALBERT EINSTEIN.

u n i

And here's arrived; the beginning of a new chapter that begins with big changes and obstacles right off the bat - i hope you know, i love you and miss you with all my genuine honest heart. i hope you all have a great time, have lots of fun and new experiences all while staying safe and with close and true to Christ. i would give up so much to just assure that our friendship would remain strong after, at the end of this stage or chapter of our lives.

Roger that.

my blood father.
abandons wife and daughter.

i would love to know what he's thinking.
besides the excuses
besides the lies he hides behind
all for his pride and ego.



"take responsibility for your actions"

is what he always said to me
time to take your own advice.

best i ever had

sister
brother
either will be fine really..

but unfortunately i wasnt blessed with a sibling
so i guess i was blessed with independence
but everybody needs someone at some point..
so still. im at a loss.

so instead i consider my closest two friends my sisters.
i care for them as a sister.
i worry for them as a sister.
i love them as a sister.

its so hard to see them go off to uni
going so far, having all these experiences.
that i wont have.
going so far, and not seeing them as often anymore.
i might not even be their besties anymore.
i wont know whats going on anymore.
for 4 years.
a lot can happen in four years.

one of my sisters got a late acceptance into her first choice school
she got into the best for her course
i was so proud and happy for her.
and i was going to have at least a sister with me too!
but turns that she doesnt want to stay behind
she wanted to go,
and even though shes back
she doesnt want to be in the things we're in together..
like she doesnt want to spend even the least possible time with me..

my other sister, shes going to the loo! im so glad for her.
and if only i went there too, then we could of roomed together!
wouldnt that be simply perfect?
but thats not so, hope you have fun, stay safe!
and please please please stay in touch,
cause im going to miss you a lot.


whether you know it or not jenn&hailey
i love you two like sisters and like family
have a wonderful fantastic four years.
please stay safe
im missing you already