its bothering me that we, me at least, cant stop thinking of the situation every slight thing that can possibly relate to the people involved. i dont like that we arent comfortable with each other anymore. i dont like how we cant talk to each other without feeling awkward. or only one word responses. everything seems to be bluer than it actually is. this is all im thinking of. it hurts more than it should b e c a u s e it has something to do with you.. i've known you forever. i trusted you, and thats why it hurts just that much more.
it feels like you're being a hypocrite. or you just dont care about my feelings.
i wouldnt of done the things you did, just because i wouldnt even spare that little bit of chance that it would hurt you.
i want to spend time with you. but every time we do. either me or you will get into a bad mood. its mostly me tho...
i dont know what to do. but to say that i know you're further than me, you've got a better chance. and because of that it feels like you arent caring about how you're hurting me on the way.
i just wish we can go back to how it was, and i wish that you would spare me.
you only live life once, so make the best of it.
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Hey Crystal!! It's Mary!! Just dropped by to see if there were any new posts. And to say hi =)
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