challenging a miracle

so now that my aunt lives over the doctor given expiry date,
we discover that her cancer now spread to her liver also.
on an avg, most patients live only a month after discovering so.


she's a miracle to begin with.
so strong.
but this cancer is deteriorating her both physically. mentally. again..
lost of hair.
nails grow black.

she's not Christian. she's just trying everything to get well again..
she's accepted Christ last time she was diagnosed with (breast)cancer..
but when she survived through that, she pushed God away..
she strives to be independent.
even when she's weak, she doesnt want to accept help..

when she was well, she would ask me in the most sarcastic tone:
"hows this church of yours?"
how insulted i was, knowing He has spared her once. as she pushed Him away..
how bad i felt, its requited love; He loves her, yet she doesnt know, or care?

how can i show her that she needs Him in her life?
how can i show her that she shouldnt ditch after she makes it through?
how can i show her commitment?

i love her so much, and i cant stand to see her not seeing the beauty of God in her life..


--i ask you to pray for her, that God would work his miracles on her, as man's medication has proven useless once again.

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stolen from willio : ) thanksyouuu : P

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testing friendship

we've been pretty much best friends since grade 7
and we've never had a big fight,
we never grew much apart..

and now in grade 11, 4 years after we've met,
we face a possibility of not being so close anymore, is it now that we start growing away from each other?

my friends pregnant.
with her ex's baby.
most friends would ditch, especially when she's keeping that baby.
a lot of people are avoiding her now, even if they're not, they talk about her and think badly of her.

i dont know... but i heard this quote before..

--love them when they least deserve it, cause thats when they need it the most.

i just think that its really true,
when you did something wrong and you dont know what to do,
you want to talk to someone about it, but everyone judges you and wants nothing to do with you
it may be an accident, it may be on purpose,
but as long as you know that its wrong and made the wrong move.
i think that its important to have someone there so that can help you back on your feet again.

so even through this time when people leave, i choose to stay and accompany you.


--im going to be an auntieee at the age of 17.. DUDEEE