challenging a miracle

so now that my aunt lives over the doctor given expiry date,
we discover that her cancer now spread to her liver also.
on an avg, most patients live only a month after discovering so.


she's a miracle to begin with.
so strong.
but this cancer is deteriorating her both physically. mentally. again..
lost of hair.
nails grow black.

she's not Christian. she's just trying everything to get well again..
she's accepted Christ last time she was diagnosed with (breast)cancer..
but when she survived through that, she pushed God away..
she strives to be independent.
even when she's weak, she doesnt want to accept help..

when she was well, she would ask me in the most sarcastic tone:
"hows this church of yours?"
how insulted i was, knowing He has spared her once. as she pushed Him away..
how bad i felt, its requited love; He loves her, yet she doesnt know, or care?

how can i show her that she needs Him in her life?
how can i show her that she shouldnt ditch after she makes it through?
how can i show her commitment?

i love her so much, and i cant stand to see her not seeing the beauty of God in her life..


--i ask you to pray for her, that God would work his miracles on her, as man's medication has proven useless once again.