not meant for me

so here i am, still at this thing

asked a question i really wasnt ready to answer,
but im really glad i was asked it..

i just wish i knew what i was doing..
and that i can stick to whatever i had in mind..
but i suck at sticking to my own plans, at least it seems this way in my situation..

im not going to go mess with someone elses life,
whether im capable of it or not, i dont want to try.

just random thoughts that you can read but not understand 0=)