emotions of this past week

i had the potential.
i had the opportunity.
and instead of using it to my fullest advantage,
i gave it up,
only to spare someone else's feelings.
in return, have mine shattered and crushed.

i did the right thing didnt i?
arnt i suppose to feel good after i do it?
why am i regretting doing something good? or right?

im glad that you're happy.
--but id rather you be happy with me.

know what...
im glad you're happy.
im glad shes happy.
im glad you guys are happy.

im. glad. that. you're. happy.
and please dont make me repeat it.
just take it. and runnn with it.

its ok. leave. i'll handle this.

you made my week a m a z i n g. so thankyou.
and lets just leave it at that.

just remember this;
i will always be here for you to talk to, no matter what happens.
--im still not done my work. but how this is going to happen?
i dont have an answer.
just wait. and we'll see what happens.


--plan for loss, and hope for miracles.