sweet six months

{{... august 23rd, 2008 - forever&everbabe... }}

its been six months as just US -
equivalent to half a whole year.
youve taught to me trust
even though there were tears

there were always more smiles to wipe them away
just like a rainbow after the storm

there were yelling and screaming (but mostly from me.. )
we'd get through it all
ending closer from where we started

praying that we'd only grow closer and stronger

when it isnt easy, we'll fight our way through -
nothings easy, but i want to keep this. and you.





happysixmonthsbabe ♥ ily
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PS> [teehee, in the whole poetry mood as im working on my poetryproject, note first and last stanzaaaa~]

'got no heart to say it elsewhere.. but really - get a clue.

prying. just prying into everything that you dont know about.
that you dont need to know about.
you dont like it when people go on and on pressuring you to tell them things that you dont want to share.
why do it yourself?

its caused me alone. enough stress.
ive had my share, if not more.
if i feel this way - im sure others would feel alike.
because i refuse to let you prying through my life,
you pry at other sources that might just be involved ? !
why do you want to know? cause i just dont see you caring very much.
i dont want to be involved in the gossip what you spread.
dont tell me that youd keep it to yourself when i happen to tell you so.
cause i havent seen you do it.

if you havent got a clue.
heres one. : stop trying to find out things in my life that you feel would be a juicy story.
and you. im not scared of you. dont try to blackmail me with it either.

im sick of it. and you.
i just simply dont quite trust you.

oddly with that docking close at bay. i still seem to care for you. story of a stupid retard.

prayers are miracles & miracles come from prayer

i prayed for you continuously. passionately and kinda disparately..
that you'd grow in faith,
that God would reach to you,
even when parents restrict.
He works in mysterious ways that no one can stop.
using His children, or doing it himself.
i believe prayers were powerful, He does listen.
--and this goes to show!

i even prayed for your meals that youd eat, that it'd bless your body.. and i hope that it did and does.. and that youd be safe, always : )
note to you: i love it when you pray, even when you think youre not good, im so proud of you, makes me so happy.. [two.in.a.rowww]

dear heavenly father. i just thankyou for these huge miracles youve done in his life recently and i know you've got more to come.. work in him Lord, i know he has much to show and learn on his journey with You. help him grow to you more and more.. now id just like to request that you'd free our schedules a little bit so we can spend a little bit more time in each others presence... i know itd mean a whole lot to the both of us...
amen.

wish i can do it for you

i dont want to help anymore.
im doing it for him.
not for you.
though i wish i can do it for you.
just cause i s h o u l d --
but not that i want to.

seeing that you dont appreciate it.
appreciat me.
i can see through the likes...
dont lie.
dont act.

ive had enough,
your presence stresses me
and i cant even for a smile on for you without really struggling.

must i say that this is not the definition of friendship.

bit of w i s d o m for you

from the wise old Bible : )

James 1:2-4 (New International Version)

Trials and Temptations

2Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds, 3because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance. 4Perseverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything.

Romans 8:18 (New International Version)

Future Glory

18I consider that our present sufferings are not worth comparing with the glory that will be revealed in us.

Philippians 4:6-7 (New International Version)

6Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. 7And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.

l o s s

i hate loosing people in my life.
and im aware of the strength of the word hate
but i know that they arent always meant to stay.
wasting time on people who dont seem to appreciate it or bother returning the favor--
i heard once.
and i admit, i kinda agree...
that it isnt about how long ive known the person. but how long and much they are there for me.
that really matters.
how can i deny whats true?
why do i fight for all these friendships because its 'a waste to loose such a long friendship'

but can my stubborn heart let go? i feel so bad letting go
it is what i should really be doing? i try to help out here and there, but i can see its not appreciated. not from her.
i dont really.. mind going through all this, if its worth it.
--but is it?

its late. dads going to kill me if i dont sleep now.

s m : ) e

the reasons for the upward curve spread upon my face

so widely i smile because of you
seeing you.
the thought of you.
simply you.

please keep a smile upon your own sweet face
as it not only makes me smile widely
but lightens my heart to see you happy.
whatever it is you feel, i feel the same
share the your joy and pain, and ill return the favor

youre in heart
implanted there deeply, slowing growing together
how passionately you stand by my side no matter what it is im standing for--

never felt nothing in the world like this before
now im missing you
apart time slows
feeling as if it had come to a dead stop
dragging to rather painful extents

as for the moments we spend together,
truely does time learn to fly

brush those frustrations off your shoulders and s m : ) e
wait for me, so ill take a share of the troubles away//


imu♥

music box

im the box
youre the music within

youve simply become the music in my heart
opened, the box sings, with a ballerina spinning with a joyous heart.
music, you've lightened the isolated ballerina's life that inhabited a silent still box
i, a ballerina's life, now shines full spectrum.

im the box
youre the music within


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my favorite song
my fairytale
my fantasy dream

your loves got me weak in the knees
just cant see me without you
without you in my life..
with this i plead that you'd stay;

never in this world have felt this way
how its just a little bit more then i can stand when youre away
and lastly the three words ill save for spoken words//

baby but remember this, --I will wait for you
no matter what it is you have to do..
im here to support you, here to encourage you
cause I don't know what else i can do...

choose wisely. i shouldnt be a reason that alters the results of your decision--



i♥u