wish i can do it for you

i dont want to help anymore.
im doing it for him.
not for you.
though i wish i can do it for you.
just cause i s h o u l d --
but not that i want to.

seeing that you dont appreciate it.
appreciat me.
i can see through the likes...
dont lie.
dont act.

ive had enough,
your presence stresses me
and i cant even for a smile on for you without really struggling.

must i say that this is not the definition of friendship.