♥

clenching the part of me that loves you the most.
it aches as it stands it ground.
as that mind strives to compromise its feelings.

like a silent war in the body
i feel the bullets shoot.
i feel the swords stab.
and the pain being torn from love.

i felt it tear

something so deep in my body tears apart. something tears apart.
--every time we're frustrated at each other.
something tears apart.
--every time we dont understand each other.
something tears apart.
--every time we argue.
something tears apart.
--every time theres doubt.

something tears apart...

causes my sight to go in a frenzy.
--like trying to follow a single leaf being thrown around in a tornado.
causes my pulse to moves up to my temples. pounding.
--like a monster breaking out from the closet that it just cannot possibly fit.
causes my thoughts to jumble.
--like a child playing 52 pick up and runs away after the throw.



[those things you say. are so familiar.
the results of those words are deadly.]

key to the book

from all the people that has:
walked into my life
and walked out of my life

no matter how close..

not have i once known someone that knew me so well..
able to read me like they had the key to the book of how to decipher what i do

neither did i think that i would ever have someone that close..


things changed. things changed when you came into my life.
you read me like a book.
you read me like an open book...
the moment i felt off blue, you'd notice at an instant..

how great it feels that i cant hide how i feel,
how i really feel about something...
unexpected.
but ...[i like it.]

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silence blade

this silence is loud
screaming at my face
pulling at my heart

yet silence is all i can stand

for every word said
slices at me like a blade

dear mikeee♥

This love I feel runs deep inside,
With you I never have to hide,
You wrap your arms around me tight,
And I never feel the need to fight,
I love you more than I can say,
That love grows on as here we lay.

As you lean to kiss my head,
I think about that book I read,
The one where they had the perfect life,
The one where she grew up to be his wife,
They lived happily until the end,
I want this with you, I wont pretend.

You make me feel so alive and real,
I want to tell them how I feel,
I want to tell them how it is to be,
As in love as you and me,
You make me want to scream it out,
And tell the world what our love's about.

But really I just want you to know,
I will always let my love for you show,
Even when we are really mad,
And times are just really bad,
I'll say those three words to make it right,
So you can stay and hold me tight.