i felt it tear

something so deep in my body tears apart. something tears apart.
--every time we're frustrated at each other.
something tears apart.
--every time we dont understand each other.
something tears apart.
--every time we argue.
something tears apart.
--every time theres doubt.

something tears apart...

causes my sight to go in a frenzy.
--like trying to follow a single leaf being thrown around in a tornado.
causes my pulse to moves up to my temples. pounding.
--like a monster breaking out from the closet that it just cannot possibly fit.
causes my thoughts to jumble.
--like a child playing 52 pick up and runs away after the throw.



[those things you say. are so familiar.
the results of those words are deadly.]