drowning in my own sorrows and own desperation;
reaching out to this seemingly ungraspable goal
all the work that needs to be done.
all the things that need to be learned.
all the things that needs to be memorized.
papers and assignments overwhelm me
like waters over my head
for longer than i can hold my breath.
i forced to isolate myself
leaving myself more time to attempt to succeed.
ive left behind all the things i enjoy to do.
left early. cancelled.
i broke my own heart. his heart.
for this.
im not even gaining this that ive given so much for.
i want to give up.
but its so hard to let go of the work that ive put so much effort in.
like. its going to pay off.
but what if im just that unlucky?
that even if i do work hard.
it wont get me far enough.
stuckbetweenahardspotandarock.
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