best i ever had

sister
brother
either will be fine really..

but unfortunately i wasnt blessed with a sibling
so i guess i was blessed with independence
but everybody needs someone at some point..
so still. im at a loss.

so instead i consider my closest two friends my sisters.
i care for them as a sister.
i worry for them as a sister.
i love them as a sister.

its so hard to see them go off to uni
going so far, having all these experiences.
that i wont have.
going so far, and not seeing them as often anymore.
i might not even be their besties anymore.
i wont know whats going on anymore.
for 4 years.
a lot can happen in four years.

one of my sisters got a late acceptance into her first choice school
she got into the best for her course
i was so proud and happy for her.
and i was going to have at least a sister with me too!
but turns that she doesnt want to stay behind
she wanted to go,
and even though shes back
she doesnt want to be in the things we're in together..
like she doesnt want to spend even the least possible time with me..

my other sister, shes going to the loo! im so glad for her.
and if only i went there too, then we could of roomed together!
wouldnt that be simply perfect?
but thats not so, hope you have fun, stay safe!
and please please please stay in touch,
cause im going to miss you a lot.


whether you know it or not jenn&hailey
i love you two like sisters and like family
have a wonderful fantastic four years.
please stay safe
im missing you already