Thursday, November 30, 2006

default answer: finee..

i'm weird.. beyond normal-ness... i seriously have no idea how i feel.. this month? i've been wondering around school.. home.. wherever i am.. feeling.. absolutely nothing.. so yes.. if you asked me how i was doing.. i used default answer : finee.. or good..
its like i decide to not feel bad.. yet i can't feel good... cuz i have barely any reason to be.. so i dont show emotion.. and my friends at school thinks that im a walking zombie.. = T
i can't wait until this is over once again.. its weird. i can never blog my "feelings"?? like i always somehow change it around.. so that its just pure rants.. i dont get myself.. i have talk.. i can poem-ize it sometimes.. but i can't blog my feelings.. i end up saying it differently.. another problem with me... hmm... mm.. discovering more and more about myself.. not always so positive thos.. ickks..

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

and my default reponse to a situation that isnt going my way.. "you SUCK" =)
But it's ok when it comes to blogging about feelings, I cant do it very well either =\
And it's a new month! =o Everything can start over..I know you can make it happen. And dont forget I'm always here, even if I dont always post..

` crystaℓℓ♥ said...

alright u guysss... i get it.. i get it... u read my blogs... me happs.. oks? i have nothing else to say... expecially while im watching a random bit of maury.. i normally dont watch.. n i am beyond disturbed.. dont feel good... *pukeee*

Jenn said...

LOl maury i sometimes watch that =x well during the summer anyways *shifty eyes* well anyway whatever you do don't bottle it up.. poem-ize it.. blog it.. say it.. sing it ;)

X( & you can start everything over any day, hour minute or second , just as long has you hav the right attitude towards it =]