... how much i hate the puffy eyes.. garbage beside me full of tissues soaked in tears, sleeves soaked in tears.. and how i can't breathe calmly.. think normally..
have done a year's worth of crying all in 2 weeks.. i dont even use the tissue boxes anymore.. i use the roll of tissue.. lasts so much longer..
so yea.. today expecially has made up for all the better days i've had this week.. i was so happy thinking that i've gotten though finally.. when i just figured i'm not nearly there yet.
school. parents. friends. once again... school -- for no reason whatsoever... my teacher hates me. i promise that i didn't do anything.. i was so sure i decided to ask ppl.. do you think i did something to make Kahn (science teacher) hate me??? no.. no.. no.
parents.. the constant arguement.. that keeps me from wanting to stay in this house... the more i get yelled at.. the more i cry.. the more i cry.. the more i hate this house that im in.. and the more i want to leave.. haven’t had a single day.. with no arguments for a long . long time.. still waiting for that day..
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heylo t=
i hope you feel better.. =)
".. i was so happy thinking that i've gotten though finally.. when i just figured i'm not nearly there yet."
well i dont wanna be mean or a put-downer or anything.. but there's always gonbe obstacles in life .. and whatever they are will make you stronger cus 'whatever doesnt kill you will make you stronger'- you just have to look at the situation in a different perspective . &i guarantee you that this isnt going to kill you .. because im here to make sure that doesnt happen =)
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