Anonymous said...

Hey,

I would not say that it is your first time 'flying out of the nest', because you are typically always around other people (not the Timothy Girls). However I do not really find a problem in that. Maybe you are just looking at the Timothy Girls in a different perspective than before?

PS: congratulations on your 'new' group of 'friends'(:

thanks anonymous.. i think i have a pretty good idea who you are.. so yea.. why not just put ur name up?
get in my face.. im pretty sure it wont be your first..

and what.. always around other people other than the timothy girls.. as in standing around.. ur not in my place.. ur a really different person that i am. i never felt like i had a real spot in the group.. my clinque in the tgirls clinque was small and was barely around.. nvm that.. so i go elsewhere.. going to somewhere new just seems better than suffering in a home.. not much of a difference in staying at home.. there in familiar surroundings but not feeling safe.. so yes. i stand out of the group from time to time.. but i still never was accepted much.. i would sit around.. but not really into the conversation thats taking place..

and i never did look at the timothy girls in a different perspective.. i always looked at the group the same.. i just never responded to anything.. i just kept it to myself..

and thx for the sarcasm at the end.. 'new' 'friends' if you want me out.. its not like my first time going through this type of thing.. give me a holler and you wont see me. thank for making my day. i always knew i can count on you.

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i dont know when i can find a place. a group of people. that i can really feel like i have a place. i just feel like i want to run away.. to a place. where i can just be accepted... i think im born with this curse..
history does repeat itself.. it does with me.. does for me..
why does everything i do . not do . say . or not say.. always.. someone will hate me for it..
!@#$%^ nevermind.. second half of this thing.. srry for wasting your time.. its just really getting on my nerves.. like all my friends that i've grown up with has something that i dont see whats wrong, against me. dont i have choices? i dunt know.. i've always lived life with a lot of decisions decided for me.. and as i always am.. fighting to make my own choices... that only leads to more trouble.. -_-

[ran outta time -_- continue this later..]