i've been really loosing track of school. i was really motivated around last report card time.. and not just for obvious reasons, as in getting a higher mark.. i was just motivated to work..
then nearing march break was when i was starting to get really sick of school, dragging myself through each day, and constantly having my eyes glued to the clocks.
march break, was such a release.. it was awesome..
then back to school. it was average.. not dragging myself through, but not really motivated to give it my best effort.
and. now.
my aunt&&uncle came over and is staying at my house for twoo to threee weeks. what a distraction. i dont have much time doing anything that i want, im busy helping her out.. and not leaving her there with nothing to do.. and when my mom's there to keep her busy, its most likely really loud and really late. then the thing with her and coming into my room to see what im doing.. and such. since they dont come here, to canada, so much, we had family dinners, my fam, cuzins+fam, and aunt&&uncle. and since my uncle came as a business trip, he was busy until fairly late before we can all meet out and have dinner together, so i eat late, and i go out late, and for sure, come home late.
my homework is sloppy, sheets are just put in the binder and not clipped in. english novel not read. projects get finished slowly. and i can just feel my marks flying down..
funny. i was trying to get my marks up too. -_-
motivation --comee to meee
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heyy! did you try to talk yo your dad? i know he's concerned about your marks. at least you have all thurs! and fri. you can come to church extra early and just do hmwk or even on the bus to church. I always find church to be the calmest place so maybe it'll work for you too.
hi hi!! yeah maybe you should try talking to your dad about changing your plans so you can finish some school work....and just keep concentrating on whatever your doing....o and try telling your aunt and uncle to not bother you.....my my..high school is sooo complicating....cant wait to get there =[
hey crystal youuu :)
mmmmms wellllll why dont you do your hmk before you go to fam dinners & stuff o.o i know how you feel though cus i have a crapload of hmk/projects/studying to do myself and also SUMMATIVES .. but its almost over =)i'll pray for you ....:*) (& i dont mean that in like the youneedhelp way O-o)
HAPPY SWT16th BDAYYYYYYYYYYY <3
jenn
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