seeing the world again with open eyes

i've grown toward God so much these 2 months.. and im so happy about it, i feel more alive almost..
anyway.. to explain the title of this post.. "seeing the world again with open eyes" well its because of judgment.. im not exactly the one that would be considered good at making first impressions.. and i know that most people, as a natural thing to do is just see a new person and stamp them as something when you dont even know them.. and i guess i just grew to get really sick of that.. so pretty much i just sorta ripped up all the judgment stickers that i've stuck on people and got to know people, which explains why ive been hanging out with a lot of different people, or just having some time to talk to people..
and i found that the people who i thought werent such awesome people, are. it feels so good that i have more friends almost, and more people to talk to, and to me, there's nothing wrong with that.. i learned to overlook what people often dislike about them.
just over this experiment? im not sure if thats a good word to describe it.. but after getting to know new people, i just found that just because i have so many sisterly best friends, i cant say that i really really know them anymore... and i just want to catch up.. with everyone.


ok this post was pretty sad.. i cant get much of how i felt out at all.. so if you read this.. erm.. srry for wasting your dear time.. : P