for the last situation that happened, friendship vs. relationship was challenged, and unfortunately relationship won. i was lucky enough to be put in the least unfortunate spot in the roles in the situation.. i was hurt . confused . and just stressed through the whole time the problem was on.. during the whole time, i was constantly asking God why it was happening, and especially, why me?
so it was just last night when i think my question was answered.. i was put in almost the same situation again.. and this time, my role was the one with more choices, i could be selfish but happy, or use what i learned from my last experience.. and feel a bit unsatisfied but feel that i have done something good. and thats what i choose, i chose to feel slightly unsatisfied, but feel that i did the right thing to protect my friend's feelings as best as i can..
i just pray that i am going to be able to pull it through, i know its not going to be easy.. and since im havent had the time to fully recover from the last thing.. its just going to be that much harder.. and thats where i pray to God that he'd be there to guide me through, doing what's rite.
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crystal baby..my wifey..you know what's separating us? school! and sometimes other things, but when i read that i felt so bad that you're like dejavuing and all i could do is read and try to make it all better. if you really are going through the same situation or alike, stop and think. what really is the cause? it can't be a single person but it can be you all, but through everything and anything that happens, God is watching you, seeing if you really can go through the things He's putting you through. and i'm here too, to just open my ears and listen, and to lend that shoulder for you to lean on that i owe you cause you've always given me a strong shoulder to lean on. you're there, always there, you certainly know how to put a smile on all our faces and you know what's the funny thing is, that no matter how much you think you're not helping cause the person just can't seem to crack a smile, you are. you're helping by just trying to cheer them up, then the person can at least know that someone cares. you care, and you are one of the most caring people i know. and i envy that, you always have open ears whether the person needs it to not. and you're always just there to laugh with us and laugh with everyone. you blessed my life and you blessed everyone else's, don't ever think for even a second that you're not doing any good in life, cause you are. like shoot, what the freak would i do without you? you mean so freaken much to me and i hope i do to you too. everytime you're down it hurts cause i don't know how to help, but you can always seem to spark up just the right words. so through this situation i will be here, always here, anyday, anytime. just give me a call or anything and i'm there for you. but remember to smile and remember that God is there. you pray to Him for this situation to heal, and for time to heal also. i don't know what else to say except literally..you ARE THE BEST WIFEY EVER. i love you and miss you tons <3.
-agneslin<3.*
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