im sick of you trying to be all sweet and make up with me while just being straight up mean to my friends, im not down with that and they are your friends too, as far as i know right now.
-- i dont talk to you because i just cant say that i want to.
-- really. why do you act like nothing s wrong. everyone already knows, just the way i dont want it. so you might as well stop acting. i dont know what to believe from you anymore. look where it lead me, believing you at first.
-- how i feel doesnt seem to matter to you as you first demonstrated.
-- sure, ok, im making matters worse, im talking to my friends. like what you did when we werent suppose to share it around. and what exactly are you doing is really helping the situation?
i never thought nor said that i thought you were a mindreader. and i dont expect you to be. and i dont care if you dont know what im thinking, not like you care anyway.
and if this is it, and this is how you're going to be, im not sure if i want to be around anymore.
from making me really upset, you're starting to just make me angry, you're affecting others negatively that arent intimate involved and thats not going to happen or continue. by the way, the only people who are involved are me and you. no one else.
i never told anyone to say anything to you. so you can stop trying to blame what everyone says onto me. because i didnt do anything. so grow up. and perhaps be a single person, because i only know of one of you; no two faced stuff.
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Hey Crystal, sounds like you're going through some hard times and perhaps i cud help. From experience i can say that being friends with someone isn't just about getting angry at them, and even having fun times with them. It's more than that.
A friendship is a committment between two people that they would be there for one another through thick and thin. And as much as we hate to admit it, no one is perfect including our friends. They may do some things that make us think "what were they thinking?" But remember, no one is perfect (except Jesus). Our friends can do some pretty stupid and weird things, but we should accept their downfalls and their problems. And rather than just hating them for their screwups and their mess ups, how about helping them by offering words of encouragement, and even praying with them.
When it seems like our friends are hurting us, and causing us pain, do not turn the other cheek and hurt them back. That's not the way problems get solved. Instead, we should forgive them and love them just as Jesus did. When He was nailed to the cross, He did not show hate towards those who crucified Him. He asked God that He forgive those who crucified Him. He showed LOVE towards thsoe who HATED Him.
If you show love and compassion towards those who hurt you, it may seem like everything is going wrong. But remember, God knows that you are following Jesus' example. God knows the pain and suffering you are going through. God knows that you are loving those who hurt you. And it will be God who will take care of all your problems as long as you stay truthful and faithful to him.
im not trying to hurt them back.
i've been trying to help the situation, but its like they're turning it down. i've turned the other cheek. and i know that
friendship is a commitment, i've said that before in a post or draft.. i dont remember, but i know that, but right now im not sure if i can be with them.. i just want to have some time to cool off and calm down and mbee get things right in my head, but i still havent gotten that, its been at least 3 months since this started, and im loosing my sanity...
i wasnt angry about the situation, i was angry about how she took other ppl that werent involved into it, and only made them upset.
and i do still love her. im just fully depending on God right now..
mite help if you read the last blog or something.. this one is sorta like a rant or break out..
but thanksyou for the advice and such <3
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