its a new year, and the first thing to mark the new year would be winter retreat!
i had a lot of funn, but i dunno, somethings not right, and i cant seem to point my finger at it..
whatever it is, its making me not want to be here, i've said to someone before.
i mean really, the words that come out of their mouth says that they want me there,
but the look in their eyes says just the opposite.
i feel lost, like what am i suppose to do.. im not going to tell people what to do to help me feel accepted..
like i dont ask friends to respect me, thats just what they should be able to do without having to be said.
and on the other hand.. im drifting.. and its not like i just let go, or i was set free, im being pulled by friends from school.. considerably temptations to experience?
i know that friends from my school just dont have that much of a positive influence on me compared to the negative...
oh and its exams soon, 5 exams so far, and i have a feeling i might have more..
weee! i have to swimm too.. COLD. and co-ed. awkwarddd♪
yess.. i rant a lot here, so you dont have to hear it in person.
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hey girl! hang in there, kay?
keep praying and to God and ask him for guidence. i'll pray for you.
'Cast all anxiety on him because he cares for you.' -1 Peter 5:7
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