dear heavenly father,i just come to you with all my heart, to show or tell you in words that i really miss that time where i was just on fire for you Lord God. my candle flame was burning bright, candle flame was what i had for you --the passion, and the wax around were the distractions. and it felt like my flame, my passion for you, melted away all the wax, the distractions.
but now it feels like the wax has puddled, and that puddle of wax and distractions are dimming that flame that i have you Lord.
[[note that theres a puddle under the flame]]
Lord, im not proud of this, but ashamed of myself for being so.. A.D.D. but to me, the first step is acceptance, and be aware that thats whats happening. so thats what im doing. admitting. accepting. and asking for you Lord God to help me. to just tip that little rim so that the waxy distractions and flow away.. or bring me back and help my flame grow even stronger to melt that rim of wax holding up the puddle of distractions..
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im your beautiful most holy name, amen.
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