r e s p e c t ♪

gossip i try to avoid and not make a habit of,
which you seem to be fond of and wish to practice
on me. about me. breaks me - piece by piece.
starting from the heart, where i have you.
you mean so much to me. or should.
why you do this. i dont understand.

im sure you love me. you tell me so.
but if you love me, why do you do this to me?
why do you think it helps?
when clearly it doesnt help.
i both shown to you and told you so!

whatever you say or ask, whether reasonable or not.
you expect me to fall to my knees in obedience.
yet you cant seem to respond or even consider a human right
which i persistently ask for you to grant me - respect.
respect for me. my privacy. my life.
yet you have to constantly peer over my shoulder
trying to see what your eyes werent invited to see.
its nothing you need to know. i told you that. and more than once.
why must you still do so?
ps. thanks for trusting me.

why do you judge someone you dont know.
why do you blame things on people in my life. - when you've got no idea.

*reactions arent because of other people other than the situation at hand.


i only as for respect. and respect ill return.