unforgivingheart (?)

maybe im paranoid
maybe im precautioning
maybe im still scared it might happen again
maybe its cause i still cant let go.. [[it hurt..
maybe its cause i dont like your tone. your enthusiasm. both of yours.

[idontwanttobelieveit.]

trust trust trust.
hard to even say now.

......trust. is how i got into it all along.. if only i didnt trust so much then.
......amnesia. would be wonderful when it comes to this..
yet ...trust. is what i need to get through..