emotional am i?

so ive been described as emotional recently..
cant really deny it either..

so much is going through my life..

so many people just nosing around trying to find out everything..
or try to fix me or saying that im the problem, but do you know what its all about?
i mean.. can you get an answer to no equation?
hang off k? i mean, im sure you mean well, but you're not coming at it right, and its only lighting my anger or emotions..
so thats family...

now for those buddies of mine.. i dunno, i try my best to be a friend, or what i think would be best for a friend.. but as exceptions go, you dont always get treated the way you treat others..
so all those people who believe in karma? --pretty bs to me...

then there's ashley.. how i wish i knew what to do.. so she's pregnant, am i going to say yes to being Godparent? still not sure.. i mean, that some biggg responsibility if anything happens..
and now, all of a sudden, she's moving..

to top it off, school, you know those yummy or puke-y marks dont help, neither do the culminating.. or exams?!

then summer.. hows that going to go? do i even want to look forward to it? whats really good that i want to look forward to?

then theres next year.. last year.. and most of the friends i've hung out with are going going gone..

all thats left is God.. you hear me, what's all this mean? --whatever makes your kingdom come i guess..

short ramblings.. i need to do this chemm cul//